真的快瘋了!!!!雖然比之前好了...
可是情緒就是很不穩定,時好時壞的...
可能更年期要到了吧... T.T
好想踏腳車到處漂泊...身體累了可能心也會疲憊,就沒那種閒情和力氣去想那麼多了吧...
我沒迷失方向...眼前就只有一條很長很直的路... 可是我只懂得努力的向前跑...可是卻看不到終點到底在哪裡了...
我。真的不知道自己那麼努力往前跑是為了什麼了.....~~~....~~~
每天都催眠自己說會越來越好的...每天等天黑...睡覺...做工...就是這樣過...
習慣。是應該的... ... ...

I though will going to be good night..bt... *sigh*

well..it's have been so long didn't write down anything here..
i thought i will be fine...i try to get myself busy so there will be no times for me to think so much..
i'm started working now..and it's really stress...but you keep appear in my mind...
that's the reason i never find you this few days..
i miss you...i really did...but i can't never tell...
i'm worry n care about you now..didn't contact don't means that u've been forgotten...keep in heart is the only thing i can do now..
is sounds crazy n stupid... but.. my heart is really felt pain for you now..i hope i will be the one be there for you.. but i'm not the one you need...

life is going so busy and stress..i wish i could cry out now... but seems like no more tears for me...
kylie... emo not suit you at all!!! wake up!!!! you suppose to be brave and strong...smile! is the first thing you have to do eveyday you wake up =) =D =0 ^^ ^.<

i can't take my eyes off you...
when i close my eyes you are the one show in my mind...
i wish i could run away..i don't want stay at here anymore..
all the way i passed just remind me of you..
the way you look at me let me felt i'm the only one....
the way you holding me make me felt warm...
the way you hold me in your arms make me felt all of this just belong to me now...
i can feel how much she pain..
the memories just for only 2 weeks was struggling me..and killing me...

i'm hurt by your answer...make me felt that i'm just NOTHING to you

it might be foolish...but you are the one make me brave.... thx...

oh my god~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
can't get bus ticket...
have to squeeze with those bangkala...
it's killing me + i just can go back 1 day nia...sunday morning go then monday afternoon back again....sien ar~~~~~
but because of u guys...
i have to bear it T.T

what to do only will be the best way?????????????????????????????? i really don't know.....