真的快瘋了!!!!雖然比之前好了...
可是情緒就是很不穩定,時好時壞的...
可能更年期要到了吧... T.T
好想踏腳車到處漂泊...身體累了可能心也會疲憊,就沒那種閒情和力氣去想那麼多了吧...
我沒迷失方向...眼前就只有一條很長很直的路... 可是我只懂得努力的向前跑...可是卻看不到終點到底在哪裡了...
我。真的不知道自己那麼努力往前跑是為了什麼了.....~~~....~~~
每天都催眠自己說會越來越好的...每天等天黑...睡覺...做工...就是這樣過...
習慣。是應該的... ... ...

I though will going to be good night..bt... *sigh*

well..it's have been so long didn't write down anything here..
i thought i will be fine...i try to get myself busy so there will be no times for me to think so much..
i'm started working now..and it's really stress...but you keep appear in my mind...
that's the reason i never find you this few days..
i miss you...i really did...but i can't never tell...
i'm worry n care about you now..didn't contact don't means that u've been forgotten...keep in heart is the only thing i can do now..
is sounds crazy n stupid... but.. my heart is really felt pain for you now..i hope i will be the one be there for you.. but i'm not the one you need...

life is going so busy and stress..i wish i could cry out now... but seems like no more tears for me...
kylie... emo not suit you at all!!! wake up!!!! you suppose to be brave and strong...smile! is the first thing you have to do eveyday you wake up =) =D =0 ^^ ^.<

i can't take my eyes off you...
when i close my eyes you are the one show in my mind...
i wish i could run away..i don't want stay at here anymore..
all the way i passed just remind me of you..
the way you look at me let me felt i'm the only one....
the way you holding me make me felt warm...
the way you hold me in your arms make me felt all of this just belong to me now...
i can feel how much she pain..
the memories just for only 2 weeks was struggling me..and killing me...

i'm hurt by your answer...make me felt that i'm just NOTHING to you

it might be foolish...but you are the one make me brave.... thx...

oh my god~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
can't get bus ticket...
have to squeeze with those bangkala...
it's killing me + i just can go back 1 day nia...sunday morning go then monday afternoon back again....sien ar~~~~~
but because of u guys...
i have to bear it T.T

what to do only will be the best way?????????????????????????????? i really don't know.....

yuan shang chang ba suo you zhen shan mei dou gei ni..mei tian dou ping an...xing fu...

final getting near..all the best ya!take care...

arh~~~!!!!gonna crazy already...haih...vexed ar.... T.T

h1n1 getting serious already..i gonna kena already also...whee~~~soat throat + a little bit flu now...so better don't near me =p god bless me... =p hey guys,must drink more water ya!! miss you guys much..see you all soon

xi wang ni de dao suo you de zhen shan mei,yong yuan ping an... xing fu... air pollution badly recently...must becareful out there ar...remember drink more water..take care

didn't make any mistake today!!good!!!keep it on!!i want tambah salary as soon as possible =p
ke shin, jian , le , sumi kor kor...and all segamat de friends...miss u guys so much~~~!!! jian,i got write out already hoh!!so don't say me boxim again... i'm planning now le leh...we can meet on next month liao..but just stay there 2 o 3 days nia lo..coz i have 2 work oso..and u guys having final that time..must gampateh ya!!!
and and and...toh ke shin!!! really want scold you already!!don't thought that i don't know what you eat every day lo!!!i got lots of spy in segamat..u better guai guai!! no more MAGGIE MEE!!!
hope can see you guys soon...miss ya =)

yuan shang chang ba suo you zhen shan mei dou gei ni..yong yuan ping an...xing fu...remember drink more water ya..take care

haih...so tired...keep can't sleep well recently..keep wake up at midnight..
vexed summore!!!! ish...
god bless me T_T

yuan shang chang ba suo you de zhen shan mei dou gei ni..yao yi zhi ping an..xing fu....

start drawing lo~~~

first day learn drawing..so nervous before i get there..my god brother go with me,because he is arts class in chinese high school..here's the draw..

this is the most basic thing i have to learn..not bad kua..kakakaka =p

and here is the mango from taiwan..i ate just now..so sweet~~

and last~~~~ "mian bao chao ren" this is my colleague's bread..my friends said i looks like it =="

yuan shang chang ba suo you de zhen shan mei dou gei ni..yong yuan ping an..xing fu...all the best for tomorrow exam ya..take care

STARLINE cute & sampat colleagues

here are some photos took on today..1 of my colleague (ah hui) graduate lo~~~ his english name is "pattern lim"

this is our "VIP" (ah hui) kakaka =p

our "da he zhao" ^^

this is "chai shao"(jasmine)

this is my ah gong, our leader also (ah sheng)

ah hui ar! must remember us lo!! can't see your sampat pattern liao..sien diao..kakaka =p

all the best ya..

and remember come and interview on monday, turn me teach you liao =p

yuan shang chang ba suo you zhen shan mei dou gei ni..rang ni ping an..xing fu... =)

hem...been so busy recently..and i so guai..this few days sleep before 11pm..
got few days didn't write on blog already..
here got some photos want to share with my dearest friends..
















cute leh??? they so naughty..play until like that..
this 2 little kitten suddenly appear at my house's garden few days ago..but the black 1 die on this afternoon =(



















haha..2 little kittens & 2 little cousins..i was asking my cousins to take a photo together,then don't know why act a pose like this..accidentally looks alike the photo took 4 kittens

here are some photos take on last night, my ah mah's birthday ^^














ah mah,happy birthday... really hope that you can be with us always..till the day see us to success and let you proud of us =)

oh ya,this few days can see lots of stars o! hope u are doing well there.. miss ya..
yuan shang chang ba suo you de zhen shan mei dou gei ni..rang ni ping an..xing fu... =)

god bless u always =)

nothing special today..
but i just came back from limteh with my friends..after that they came my house and teach me drawing..the most basic thing of drawing.. but it is suck what i had draw out!! oh my god~~~ hem..i must gampateh, and maybe will start learning drawing formally on next week.. i must do it well!! good luck to myself ==''

i cried....again.....
ke shin...so wish that you are here right now...
what i'm suppose to do now....

phew...finally finish work liao..
learn quite lots things 2day..and have to hafal those code summore..pening betul!!
tommorrow have to learn how to use that computer and make everyday's account..
waiting 4 after 1 month..because can get my salary..wakaka =p
then have to treat my friends limteh..treat my family eat.. fix my laptop..really spoil liao T_T
then save $$ for my planning 2 years later..whee~~~must work hard!!!after 3 months can tambah salary..keke..kylie,go go go!!! ^^

what's going on???

why few of my good friends will said those weird things to me recently?? what's wrong with you guys?? i just treat you guys as good friend..knew the truth it make me so stress....hem...hope you guys can understand..just let me be alone..friends forever...


today is my 1st working day..seems like easy..but have to learn quite lots things...hope i can do it well and won't kena marah by boss..god bless me T_T

ba suo you de zhen shan mei dou gei ni..yao ping an..xing fu o!!
hope can meet you soon..my friend...

yes yes yes!!! i get a job already!!!!
no need keep stay at home and wasting time like this anymore..whee~~~
rm800 per month..monday to friday ( 930am-630pm) saturday ( 9am - 6pm)
was planning to get a job at night also..maybe waitress..keke..wana earn lots of $$$$$!!!!

TAIWAN~~~~~~~~~ wait for me~~~~~~~~~~ wakakakakaka =p


this is the supper i make it myself just now =p
wanna eat some?? =p


xi wang ni de dao suo you de zhen shan mei,yong yuan ping an..xing fu...