can't sleep!!!

hem...so tired now!! but can't get sleep..dunno why....my brain keep pusing and pusing!!!ish...
i was lying on bed for almost 3 hours..and got a big headache for 8 hours!!suffer alots..just get well nia...
if at segamat now i sure can get sleep easily.. ke shin, jian, le, jia wei, knight, all DMK's friends n college friends...miss u guys so much!!!!! still remember that stupid papa "adam" keep kacau me and ke shin..don't let us sleep... i just took 5 hours sleeping hours in 2 days nia.. OMG ==

now was vexed 2 get a job as soon as possible.. i want earn a lots of $$.. i want go travel.. i want learn drawing.. i want earn lots of $$ liao then go taiwan continue learn drawing.. i want be a good girl 2 let my family proud of me.. i want let them konw that i am a big girl now,i can handle all the things,and i really planned all the thing in future,no need let anyone worry about me.. i want bring my ah mah go out yamcha,cook the foods that she like to eat,and bring her go travel,so, ah mah, u must get well soon ya!! wait u can walk liao then i wil try to earn alots of $$ then bring you go here and there =)

i am sure that, if i try very hard i sure can do it... i will proof it 2 those people who are look down of me! i will gampateh!!! ke shin and adam, don't forget our promise ya!! we will go taiwan together.. and fufill our dreams... let's work hard together =)